Only Time - Enya

Thursday, April 30, 2009

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

新戲新戲~X-men origins: wolverine正式放映~由於MBO還未上映,一考完midterm就和朋友們風塵僕僕的到GSC去看,雖然很累但是有開心到^^
評價嘛..個人覺得值得看~其中有幕為Logan注射合金的時候,看得我整個人都不敢動,感覺上真的一動就會很痛醬,無言的..=="看完這部電影呢,有股衝動想去看完所有的X-men~誰有整系列的X-men DVD啊?別暗暗私藏快拿來借我啦~~~ ><

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Orz

今晚是最後一科midterm
然而現在的我卻不在狀況下
精神並不是很好
一直遊走晃神
不小心又打瞌睡
再不然就放空發呆
用了六個多小時
卻讀了不到四小時的書
天哪
完蛋了
哎..立志沒讀完不睡的說 / - \

題外話
昨天跟媽媽通了電話
她得了近期的流行病
可憐的說..
聽說最近有個豬流感
症狀是發燒、喉嚨痛、全身痠痛、頭痛、疲勞等
有些病例還會腹瀉、嘔吐
已經嚴重到會人傳人的境界
源自於墨西哥
也有不少人因為這種病而去世了 (而且多數是成年人)
暫時似乎是沒甚麼預防的方案
醫生也只說要勤洗手和避免去人多的地方
大家好好保重身子吧~

附上合照一張~紀念這學期第一個presentation^^

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

家後 + 生日快樂 to 庭

偶然間聽到一首蠻舊的福建歌,聽了很有feel..
想家了..才發現已經一星期沒打電話回家了,明天就打回家吧..
想聽這首歌的話,MSN找我拿吧=)

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家後 – 江蕙
作词:郑进一/陈维祥 作曲:郑进一

有一日咱若老 找无人甲咱友孝 我会陪你
坐惦椅寮 听你讲少年的时阵 你有外摮
吃好吃丑无计较 怨天怨地嘛袂晓 你的手
我会甲你牵条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘 放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老 有媳妇子儿友孝 你若无聊
拿咱的相片 看卡早结婚的时阵 你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较 怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘 看你为我目屎流

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to 庭
428
21大生日快樂
圍巾有帶去麼?
看看它想想我
既然遙在他鄕
也只能這樣子為你取暖了..=)

Monday, April 27, 2009

美麗的星期六日,在小dell,白面包+tuna,冰水,鮮奶+corn flakes和熱天氣的陪伴下度過~欸..其實是因為再不吃那白面包就過期了,為了響應不浪費食粮的號召,所以選擇了2天6餐都由它陪XD 體會到了御宅族該有的宅,也了解到了哥以前在台灣不想出門而餐餐啃面包的日子,新體驗喲~^^
接下來的3天是奋斗的日子,只剩一科的midterm還沒讀到,presentation稿還沒準備,asg還沒做好,補課又不少,真是難熬呢..不過大家都是如此,也沒甚麼好埋怨的啦^^
話說,這星期也是朋友們的大日子.consumer fair和一些events都相繼而來,希望他們能夠有好的表現吧~(祝福)
又是一個熱爆的夜晚,安囉~

Saturday, April 25, 2009

424 part 2

一天下來吃睡吃睡吃睡了好多次,連自己都數不清了@@
晚上和朋友們去gogo K歌到凌晨2點,玩得不亦樂乎,不過還是被那堆沒良心的友人洗到很慘..最近似乎都走屎運呢,有事沒事都中saiko,超冤枉的 _-_
K歌後去了limbongan burger吃宵夜,好久沒吃那檔burger了,有開心到 =) 現在聲音已經沙沙了,要喝些潤喉的東西才行,我還不想病呢 =="
五點多囉..睡覺時間到=) 安安~

Friday, April 24, 2009

424

近期都待到凌晨時分才睡覺,似乎不是很好的習慣..有時候躺著也都睡不著,真不曉得哪根筋短路了-.-動不動就會有種老骨頭腰酸背痛的feel,看來不認老還真不行哪...@@下星期應該會很忙碌吧~趁這星期好好休息下為自己充充電,還得為即將到來的final打拼呢~
話說暑假時毅會回大馬呢;維未知中;而快四年沒見面的宏也會回大馬實習~說實在的,真羡慕他們有長長的暑假,雖然可能很悶沒事做,但起碼可以逍遙的過上好一段日子,想去哪裡就去哪裡,總比MMU那短得不得了的"長假"好-.-另外庭去Hamburg也快滿一個月了,祝她能成功週遊西方列國~呵呵^^
6月假期計劃去趟新加坡,想帶份祝賀禮去給快結婚的前同事~話說,結婚禮物該送啥?大家給點意見唄^^(不要想太貴的喔,我是窮書生哪=.=)
呃...隔壁家的鬧鐘響了,我卻才要去睡..怎樣想都覺得這是自虐囉...@@等下九點還有堂tutorial,先閃人去oioi 了~

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

windmill dinner

晚餐去了JJ的windmill restaurant,原因是朋友買了windmill的coupun所以吃扒餐有買一送一,劃算的說^^話說,這可是我第一次去windmill喔~~之前朋友都說不好吃所以沒機會去吃到_-_
我點的是chicken chop & beef,還不錯吃的說,只是beef熟到不能再熟了,很有韌性~由於貪吃的關係,很順便的從朋友那裡A了sotong ball和一小片fish chip,哈哈哈~等於是吃了海陸空全餐呢^^(sotong & fish = 海;beef=陸;鷄會飛=空~XD)吃得飽飽的,有開心~~
壞事嘛..原本以為趕完asg了(leader自己說搞掂了的) 哪曉得傻傻的leader竟然不知道星期五要交貨,而貨竟然還未完成!!爆汗==!! 齁~只能說我太鷄婆,要去負責做modification_-_甚麼嘛~~~明天又要弄asg了囉,真是暈..@@改天捉leader來踩一踩,看他會不會清醒一點(奸笑中~)
好啦到鐘睡覺了,明天又早課,顯~

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

寫意

又到黃花凋零的時候
雖然不曉得那樹的名字
但對樹的寶貝花卻情有独鐘
上課途中
每每經過那幾棵黃花樹
總會飄來泌人心脾的花香
精神自然而然的好了起來
偶爾吹起了陣頑皮風
小花兒似雪花般順風而下
看著滿地的金黃花兒
想到的竟是滿城盡帶黃金甲
雖然沒啥關係 哈哈
附圖~隨手拍的
but手機相素沒很高
也懶得帶相機出門
將就點吧..XD

Sunday, April 19, 2009


換了新手機 - silky white + golden side W910i~外表是我喜歡的類型,功能還不錯然後又小又輕容易帶,希望它能活得好好的,別讓我不小心給摔了=)
明天又是星期一,上課日真鬱悶哪..好想有個長假休息到處旅行,唉...

Friday, April 17, 2009


不求回報的愛
往往最容易讓人忽略它的存在
當它還待在身邊時
很多人會嫌它煩
甚至不想擁有這種束縛感
但當它悄然逝去時
卻是最催淚的傷痛

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今天陪友人去領養小狗
母狗眼裡的不捨
很清楚
小狗眼裡泛著淚光
是不是也了解到
這種生離有如死別一般?
讓我不解的是
母狗的主人口口聲聲說的那句
"抱走沒關係,母狗不會傷心的"
我很懷疑


一週裡
三個離世的消息
也讓我反省了生命的意義

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生命裡無奈的變數
讓人不胜唏噓
人就是那麼的脆弱
不管有多少夢未圓
不管你有多少不捨
死亡
會很自然的cancel一切
也很順便的delete生命
帶走一個人的靈魂
對這個世界而言
就那麼的容易

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不覺中年過半百的父母
白蒼蒼的髮际
我總是假裝沒在意
開玩笑地對他們說:
"沒有很白啊,還是黑的比較多"
可是我曉得
這種年紀
意味著病痛的折騰
和年華的老去
常常坐在客厅裡
看著爸媽談笑著
說著哪一家子的故事
八卦著誰人的小道消息
是種幸福
卻又默默地擔心著
幸福流逝得太快
我受不了

一個人的時候
我常常靜心的祈求
只想要在父母的有生之年
起碼
讓我盡到女兒的責任
也不希望他們是被意外帶走
而是自然的年老逝去
還有一點
或許你們會覺得我很自私
但touchwood的說
我不希望自己比父母早離世
我不要
雖然不是說不要就可以的了
但我還是祈求著
上天能賜予我這一塊恩典
希望衪能諒解
失去子女這種錐心的痛
我不希望爸媽負擔到

深夜很催淚很煽情
黯然的情緒伴著我寫這篇部落
希望讀者能體會到我的心情
朋友
別只顧著把愛分給愛情
親情的這一塊
請用最真摯的愛來經營

Thursday, April 16, 2009

手機號

今天很好心情的幫手機名單做了個大掃除,把很久沒聯絡的/不熟悉的/網友的/已經去外國的朋友們的廢手機號都刪除掉~前前後後竟然刪除了73個,看來真的是太久沒清理了=="
之後呢,又很得空的把手機裡的友人手機號全部key進excel留個底..說實在話,我很懷疑這200多人的名單是哪裡來的.畢竟平日call我的也就只那十幾個,懷疑這堆朋友的號碼是不是造假的,也不會來信息一下的囉~~~
哈哈哈,其實清手機名單也不是空穴來風的~這星期回家就會把012的號連埋手機留給媽咪用,而自己則保留014的prepaid號然後再去買一台新手機(原先的手機有點要死掉的feel,上了年紀是時候退休了啦^^)說真的,012那號碼最近也很少在用也很不好意思亂用,畢竟手機帳單是爸爸在付,所以乾脆一點給老媽用,用多了也不關我事XD
最後再呼吁多一次囉~沒收到我信息的朋友,找我時記得別call去012那個喔,除非你想找我媽媽聊天XD

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

414

414 - 媽媽生日快樂 =)
昨晚去看了部 K-20,金城武主演,長逹137分鐘的一部電影~說實在的,故事內容並沒有很好看,內容平平的一部戲,不過有不少的笑點,不過不失囉...
今天415是馬六甲古城日,該說古城日快樂還是假期快樂呢??哈哈隨便啦,反正又是能晚晚睡睡晚晚的一天XD

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(純属抱怨)
話說有個天殺的雄性生物在theater裡竟不關手機ringtone,響一次也就罷了(可能忘記關),可他竟然故意讓手機響久久,又TMD隔十幾分鐘響一次,講話又大大聲怕沒人聽見醬,超沒品的!!火大!!極度討厭看電影故意不靜音的傢伙,這影院又不是你家開的!!(比中指)對了,還有他身邊的雌性生物,身為朋友不會叫你男人把手機調靜音的咩!!又一個白目的,靠!!也難怪凱爸會直接送一句F***,超應該的!!

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(blogspot special)
她說 : blogspot和無名的文章好像不一樣
我說 : 呃..明明就是copy & paste的@@
她說 : header的emo pic很恐怖
我說 : 圖片是從毛毛那裡載來的,雖然恐怖可是很有feel耶(個人觀點)..=P

P/S : 看倌們如果覺得不舒服的話,就暫時轉去我的無名部落吧~~那裡紅彤彤超喜氣的~過段時間有mood了我會換header的,特此一鞠躬(Sorry囉~)

Monday, April 13, 2009

踱步
遊走於思想深處
漫無目的
目光深邃不見底
隐約述說影子的心情
是怎樣的故事
才有這樣的結局
謎底匿藏在盡頭處
卻越發找不著生命的根源

Sunday, April 12, 2009

星期六

總算考完midterm~~~
其實還有一科落在29號
不過還很久就不算了=P
今天的BBL還OK
考完還真是鬆了口氣喔^^

話說
這天有精彩~~
晚餐跟著干妹和她的家人去station 1 cafe
蠻開心的~畢竟好久沒見面了^^
在station 1 cafe有段小插曲
就大家的食物都吃完了
我的spaghetti竟然還沒來-.-
連waiter都催了好多次
似乎是不想給我吃醬
生氣的囉
等了接近一個小時終於端來了
那個經理一直在那裡sorry sorry
哼~sorry有P用啊!!
還是discount最實际~~
結果還真的是discount 20%呢
哈哈哈
之後又和朋友出門去
到jetty打打snooker然後又唱了K
有開心到喔~~
畢竟最近功課繁忙都沒得去玩..

明天美美星期天
可以睡晚晚囉..^^
哈哈哈哈~~我得意的笑~~

Saturday, April 11, 2009

就愛通宵

如果不是毛來msn我
還真不曉得已經早晨7.45了
待在房間裡還真的是甚麼都不知道啊@@

剛剛把考試范圍都大略讀完了
用了不少時間去背那些有的沒有的
沒辦法
背書真的不是我強項T_T
哈哈哈~
在大家快醒來的這個時候
我要去睡覺了
祝自己下午的考試順利
也祝福一同考試的大家
加油啦~

Friday, April 10, 2009

給你

夜晚總能輕易的激起想寫寫詩的心情
泉涌般的想法每每折騰著想睡覺的思維
當想法打倒思維
就會有作品的出現
這是我的邏輯 =P

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藉由哀傷的旋律
悲慟的情緒伺機
傾巢而出
深夜的低吟
是誰又憶起了
某種叫想念的秘密?
殞落的星辰啊
請允許玫瑰羞澀的凋零
在未破曉的凌晨裡
每一片花瓣
都承載著一份關心
給最親愛的你

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Fast & Furious 4

四月八
考試還算順利通過
希望能score到我要的成績 =)
這個夜晚我讓自己小小輕鬆下
雖然明天的tutorial還在待考察中
我卻大剌剌的和朋友看電影去 =P
原本是要看unborn的
卻錯過了時間點而換成了fast & furious 4 ^^
速度和暴力兼具的一部電影
看到我眼睛都不敢亂眨哩
超刺激的說~~ XD


故事是講述男主角Dom為慘死的女友報仇,和O'Conner一步步的接近壞人的巢穴.遊走於L.A和Mexico間,極速的車群和一條秘密的地道,又會是誰的葬身之地??欲知詳情自己去看唄,俺懶得詳述啦~ =P

"nothing is important unless you have a code"
("如果一個人沒有目標甚麼都不重要了")
從影片裡截取的一句話,感覺不錯^^

好啦就這樣囉~各位大大們晚安~俺做功課去 T______T

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

又是考試

哎...
今天又是考試日
目前啃書中
說實在的
又是一科像marketing醬子的東西
很快就讀完了可是又好不實在
感覺上腦袋還空蕩蕩但是已經讀完了==
不是我在臭屁
是真的很少資料讀啦 -.-
希望別像marketing那麼的要人命吧
話說回來
我今天考的是finance
哈哈
親愛的大大們
把你們的運氣讓給我吧
順便為我祈祈福
阿彌陀佛 allah haleluya~

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昨天和朋友去了久違的more cafe
啃了好吃的黑椒鷄排
喝了好喝的梅子芒果
也一起啃了Business Law
發現到其實Law還蠻有趣的
分析cases時還蠻考邏輯性的
值得挑戰的一個科目
不過還是懶得背那些案子
背書實在不是我的強項哪..>"<
萬二分感謝朋友們的挺力相助
如果是我一個人啃這科目的話
sure die -.-

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希望考試快快過
希望assignment快快完
然後
的然後
的然後
就可以去玩了
哈哈哈 XD

Monday, April 6, 2009

嗯..

這兩天殺很大喔~又啃了兩部電影的說..^^

一部是新上映不久的'新宿事件',以日本新宿為拍攝地點並由成龍主演,講述日本人和中國人之間還有黑社會和警察之間的衝突.整體而言算是部不錯的片子,在這裡就不寫內容簡介了~有點懶惰=P 大家可以去Cinema或者買DVD吧^^

另一部是過季影片'Yes Man',由笑匠Jim Carrey主演.故事大概在講述一名男子Carl在離婚後信心受到了一定的影響,而頽廢的向所有事情say no.不經意間他去了個seminar並受到了一定的鼓励,開始勇敢的向生活say yes.
有一幕讓我哭笑不得的是:Carl遇上了一名想跳樓的男子,在那麼緊急的情況下,Carl想用歌聲來打動欲跳樓的男子,並在準備guitar的時候對那男子說了一句:'give me a second, patience is a virtue'~~哈哈哈,超搞笑的XD哪有人要跳樓還談耐性的啊~~我暈..@@
另一幕讓我蠻感同深受的就是,在'yes seminar'上,主持人對Carl說了:'You can't audit life ('你不能旁聽生活')..的确,生活就是實實在在的,絕對不可能只是旁聽的態度..

在這充滿assignment的日子裡卻啃下了那麼多影片,真不知道該說自己沉淪還是消極..哈哈也罷也罷,人生路如同單行道,走了就回不來了.享受生活樂在其中,朋友們,別讓自己太勞累了喔~^^

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Pride & Prejudice

Don't ask me why I still awake in this moment, as most of my friends know, this is my nature for being awake before the dawn. =)

Just finished an old movie - 'Pride & Prejudice' from pps tv. Honestly, I can't stop myself from writing this post despite of my bedtime. It does make sense if you think I'm silly from doing this way but I believe everybody will do so when they explored something good. I just cannot wait for even a minute to share, haha~ Ok, enough for my long useless speech and let me start the plot of 'Pride & Prejudice' =P



This story is based on Jane Austen's novel about five sisters. This is a humorous story of love and life among English gentility during the Georgian era. Mr Bennet is an english gentleman who live in Hartfodshire with his overbearing wife. The five daughters with different characters are staying with them too. Mdm Bennet is always think of her daughter's marriage and always busy on their sociality. Nevertheless, the second daughter - Elizabeth is not agree with what her mother did since she is stubborn and clever enough to has her own view.

However, the appearance of Mr Darcy and Mr Bingley have turned their life upside down. Love is soon in the air for Jane and Mr Bingley while Elizabeth has jumped to a hasty prejudgment towards Mr Darcy. Elizabeth ever thought that Mr Darcy is a proud, unpleasant sort fellow at the very beginning but at last she found she was misjudged him, and finally, falling in love with Mr Darcy.

Well, you may feel that this is a damn boring script from my plot briefing but actually and absolutely, it is not. Since the background timing for this tale is the late 18th century, the love and values unfolds in the class-conscious England at that time. Observably, the gap between rich and poor is so deeply rooting in the people's thought and it is very hard to waive this kind of mindset particularly. Nevertheless, everyone has their own view towards marriage, some one is bravely looking for true love but somebody else may only pursue for a peaceful life. It is very depending on their personalities. Whatsoever, the conversation throughout the movie is highly attracted my sight cos they will using lots of beautiful wording, indirectly and depress to show their emotions. Such a great fun for me to guess and enjoy their speech in between ^^

Overall, a marvellous movie indeed, if you love literature much. Below are some sentences I quoted from 'Pride & Prejudice', which I found it deserved to be record, enjoy~^^

- My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever.
- When you have 5 daughters, tell me what else you can occupy the thought other than their marriage.
- Not everyone afford to have romance.

Friday, April 3, 2009

This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and in their prospective employees.
It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question.

Ready?
Begin.


1.When do you feel your best....

A) in the morning
B) during the afternoon and early evening
C) late at night

2. You usually walk...

A) fairly fast, with long steps
B) fairly fast, with little steps
C) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
D) less fast, head down
E) very slowly

3. When talking to people you...

A) stand with your arms folded
B) have your hands clasped
C) have one or both your hands on your hips
D) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
E) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...

A) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
B) your legs crossed
C) your legs stretched out or straight
D) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with....

A) big appreciated laugh
B) a laugh, but not a loud one
C) a quiet chuckle
D) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...

A) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
B) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
C) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...

A) welcome the break
B) feel extremely irritated
C) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most...

A) Red or orange
B) black
C) yellow or light blue
D) green
E) dark blue or purple
F) white
G) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...

A) stretched out on your back
B) stretched out face down on your stomach
C) on your side, slightly curled
D) with your head on one arm
E) with your head under the covers


10. You often dream that you are...

A) falling
B) fighting or struggling
C) searching for something or somebody
D) flying or floating
E) you usually have dreamless sleep
F) your dreams are always pleasant





POINTS:

1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1

3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4

8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e ) 1
10 (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINT:
Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care'. You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant... Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS
: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality, a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once, someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS
: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting, someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding, someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
[ ** This is where I am =)
]

31 TO 40 POINTS:
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you, realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS:
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively
or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS:
People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions and who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring.. Only those who know you well, know that you aren't.

動人心弦的小男孩 (Little Boy Touches Hearts) - 轉載

動人心弦的小男孩 (Little Boy Touches Hearts)

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
我在「塔」商店閒逛時看到收銀員將一些錢退還給小男孩。

The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

這男孩不過56歲。

The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll. '
收銀員說:『抱歉!你買這娃娃的錢不夠。』

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny,
are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' '

小男孩轉向他旁邊的老婦人:
「奶奶!妳也認為我的錢不 嗎?」

The old lady replied: ' ' You know that you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. ' '

婦人回道:「親愛的!你知道買這個娃娃的錢是不夠的。」

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.

她要小男孩呆在那裡5分鐘,她一下就回來。 她迅速離開了。

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

小男孩的手仍然握著娃娃。

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

最後我向他走去,問他這個娃娃你想給誰。

'It ' s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.

『這是我妹妹的最愛,非常想要的聖誕節娃娃。

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. '
她一直認為聖誕老人會帶娃娃來給她的。」
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
我告訴他不用擔心,聖誕老人最後可能會帶給她的。

But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Claus can ' t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there. '
但他哀傷地回答我『不!聖誕老人不可能將它帶到她現在的地方給她。我必須將娃娃交給我媽,當她去那裡的時候可以給我妹妹。』


His eyes were so sad while saying this. ' My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. ' '

他說話時的眼睛是哀傷的。『我妹妹已經和上帝在一起。爸爸說 媽媽很快也將要去見上帝,因此我認為她可以將娃娃帶給我妹妹。』

My heart nearly stopped.
我的心臟幾乎要停止了。

The little boy looked up at me and said: ' I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall. '
小男孩看我說:『我叫爸爸告訴媽媽現在不要走,讓她等我從購物中心回來。』

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me ' I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won ' t forget me. '
然後他拿出一張他自己非常漂亮的相片給我看。他笑著告訴我『我要媽媽帶著我的相片,這樣她就不會忘記我了。』

'I love my mommy and I wish she didn ' t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. '

『我愛我的媽媽,我希望她不要離開我,但是爸爸說她必須去找我妹妹。』

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

然後他安靜地用哀傷的眼睛再看著娃娃。

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. ' Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll! ' '
我趕緊摸著錢包對小男孩說『我們再檢查一下,說不定您有足夠的錢買玩偶!

'OK ' he said, ' I hope I do have enough. ' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
『好呀!』他說『我希望有足夠的錢』。沒讓他看見,我塞了一些錢到他的錢包中,我們開始數錢。買娃娃的錢足 了,甚之還有剩餘呢。

The little boy said: ' Thank you God for giving me enough money! '
小男孩說:『謝謝上帝給了我足 的錢!

Then he looked at me and added, ' I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! ' '
然而他看著我補充說『昨晚睡前,我要求上帝讓我的錢能足夠買這個娃娃,因此媽媽能將它帶給我妹妹。聽見我了!

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn ' t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. ' '

『我也想有足夠的錢買一朵白玫瑰給我媽媽,但我不敢要求上帝太多。但的錢足 買娃娃和一朵白玫瑰了。』

'My mommy loves white roses. '
『我媽媽喜歡白玫瑰』。

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.

幾分鐘後,老婦人回來了。我也就提了購物離開了。

I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.

我從一開始就在完全不同的心境下購物。

I couldn ' t get the little boy out of my mind.

小男孩一直無法離開我的心境。

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young
woman and a little girl.

我想起兩天前當地報紙的一篇文章,提及一位醉酒卡車司機,撞上了一輛載著年輕少婦和一個小女孩的汽車。

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state
. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the

life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
小女孩當場死亡,母親呈現彌留狀態。 這個家庭必須決定是否要拔出維持生命機器的插管
,因為年輕少婦不可能從昏迷中恢復。

Was this the family of the little boy?
他就是這家庭的小男孩?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
碰到小男孩的二天之後,我看了報紙年輕少婦過世了。

I couldn ' t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.

我不自主的買了一束白玫瑰,來到喪家,年輕少婦的遺體在她埋葬前讓人瞻仰與最後許願。

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
她在那裡,裝在棺木中,在她的手中握著一朵白玫瑰和小男孩的相片,娃娃則放置在她的胸口。

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to this day, hard to imagine.

我離開了這裡,眼淚奪眶而出,覺得我的人生已經永遠改變了。至今,小男孩對他母親和妹妹的愛,仍然難以想像。

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

就在一轉眼工夫,一位醉酒司機奪去了他的所有。

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讀後感:-

雖然不曉得故事的真實性
但還是一個很感人的故事
真真假假
全在於你自己的判斷和相信程度
我選擇了相信
也會更珍惜自己週遭的親人朋友
小小的故事
總是會帶來大大的迴響
希望看完故事的你
也會有所获
good day =)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

12 Rounds & Knowing

這星期消化了兩部新電影 - 12 Rounds 和 Knowing


12 Rounds這故事圍繞在通緝犯Miles Jackson (Aidan Gillen飾)和detective Danny Fisher (John Cena - 前WWE superstar飾)之間.兩人之間的怨恨始於Miles的女友車禍身亡,而Miles被捉進牢獄.一年後,越獄成功的Miles對Danny展開報复,捉走了Danny的女友Molly而開始了12 rounds的遊戲.十二場遊戲環環相扣緊湊刺激,在胜著為王敗者為寇的情況下,Danny又會怎樣救出心愛的Molly呢?哈哈大家自己去看吧^^
整體而言這是部好電影,不過有一點我個人不是很滿意的地方,那就是電影中有好幾幕是採shaky camerawork的手法進行拍攝,導致畫面晃動得很厲害,看了會有點dizzy囉..@@


Knowing的故事情節是由小女孩Lucinda開始.50年前Lucinda留下了一整頁的數字在50年後被John Koestler(Nicolas Cage飾)的孩子Caleb拿到.在一大串的數字中,隐藏著重大災難的預言,而John在解開一連串的數字密碼發現了這謎般的預言,並不經意發現到Caleb也和這預言有莫大的關係!一場毁滅性的災難即將發生,John又會怎樣阻止這場悲劇呢??哈哈~大家也是自己去看吧XD
一氣呵成是我對這部電影的觀後感,雖然長逹120分鐘,但是間中並沒有甚麼冷場或讓人不耐煩的地方,很棒 =) 不過倒是對電影情節留下了一些疑問,得空再去思考好了..XD

總的來說,好電影是值得捧場的,別錯過喲~

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

please

最近頻頻當垃圾桶
占據最大部分的
還是愛情
只能說
和情人吵架了分手了
之類的事
please
別再來找我
這明顯是找罵的行為

在我眼裡
把愛情當生命來經營的人
是白癡
若告訴我
愛得有多深傷得有多重
OK我瞭
可是抱歉
我不懂得安慰
只能說
愛情不是生命的全部

please
別告訴我少了她/他的日子
你不懂要怎麼活
別告訴我少了她/他的日子
你會有多難受
別告訴我少了她/他的日子
世界是多麼的黑白
別告訴我少了她/他的日子
生活變得多沒意義

哼!! bull shit!!!!!!!!!!!!

他X的
吵架了分手了
誰不會難受?
重點是你怎麼調整自己
怎樣找回自己
別告訴我你不會
道理人人都會說
但總得自己去參透
倘若凡事都等著別人幫忙
那和廢人有甚麼兩樣?
步入以2為首的年紀
還沒有自己的想法的話
別指望在社會中生存吧

anyway
找我訴苦的話聽個一兩次還可以接受
但一直可憐下去別指望我會繼續同情你
老娘耐心有限
他X的你要是再不長進
我不介意補上兩巴掌讓你清醒

是朋友的
就好好的活出自己
人生路上挫敗到處是
沒挫折的不叫人生
沒了愛情
人生裡還有大把事值得我們追求
值得我們去經營和珍惜
please
做些和自己年紀相符的事
別再為愛情鉆牛角尖
成年人應該有成年人的擔當和思想
please
甚麼地老天荒的愛情
自己去神話小說裡找
別來煩我!!!!